My father and I aren't close anymore...?
My parents got divorced when I was 12 yrs old, I am now 25. It never bothered me and I never thought it was my fault. Both of my parents were in my life and I was cool.
When I got to college my father and i grew apart tremendously. He was having health issues and kept everything a secret from me because he didnt want to interrupt my school work and have me worrying.
Since all of this it has been hard to see my father during his health issues, it makes me sick and hurt to see my father not 100%.
Since then I have not been in contact with him and I feel awful. He never calls me anymore, and I dont know why...but it has lead to me being and absence in his life. When I do call I feel akward and really dont know what to say or what to talk about.
He is religious and live a lifestyle that is totally different than his beliefs...I dont really know how to maintain a relationship with my father because I feel like its hard for him to talk to me and vice versa...
