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death and lifetoday is 9.11,it reminds me of voilence and death,,, peace and war,we can whoop for right and lives,but as long as u are surrounded by wars,u have no choice but to touch the blood and feel the fear...of course nobody wants such a horrible lifestyle,however,it is the fate nobody can breaks..
then i begin to think about death which make everyone fear of,death is the right u have to face,we can choose a place to live,but we must carry out our right,..in front of death,what`s ur attitude?
perhaps we are just afaid of losing something in deep side,we fear that the reputation and position will go away,we worry about losing right to be alive when death approaches,in front of death,is anybody peaceful with smile and joy?it is likely few can be like this...
recently,serveral people around my village have passed away,first,my grandfa died of cerebrovascular illness several months ago,then one of my uncle has gone away the day before yesterday,also died of illness...i dont know why,but i can feel that the badly illness will come to anybody without any portents,as long as one becomes aged,that means death is approading hime,sometimes his coming is so sudden taht nobody takes any preparation.i sitll remember my grandfa`s health became worse and worse in half a year,after a long reasonable treatments,he could walk without any support,,,we were so happy,because grandfa`s health was stable.however,unfortunately,the peaceful life didnt continue for long.one day when i went into grandparents` house,i am trembling,for grandfa was lying in bed,uncles and anuts`tearful eyes,my heart fell,everyone knew the high blood pressure was terrible once it reaced someone,i dare not think of it any more,at that moment my heart hurt as i heard grandfa`s sweaty breath...when he was in hospital,he hardly spoke a word,only with trembling and struggle,,,he struggled to stand,it was hard to keep hime calm down,,,with a ataractic injection,he became quiet,,,from then one,he never spoke,only opened his eyes hardly until he died,,,it was only one week,he left us....
death is not the worst thing that makes us scared,but the attitude towards death...everyone will die indeed,but that is only the result,the destination of our lives,there is no need to fear of it...nothing is more improtant than to love our lives,enjoy our everyday time,for it deserves cherishing,we can put our faith on every day,we should trust the life...
as a young man,i shold keep active and confident ,the bright future is waiting ahead..put dead aim on the dream,have it in the crosshairs
