I have never been so sad
I have never been so sad
I got crazy
I don't know why
I can't feel myself
Nobody know me
No one understand me
Why I still exist
Why I couldn't tell what up on me
God, My Lord .Can you hear my voice.
I really need you
You are the only one who know my heart
You are the only one who I want to show myself to
I couldn't fall asleep in the night
I want to express myself but I can't find a way
I try to draw something
Many things come to my mind
But nothing is under my pen
GOD help me out
I am not a good girl but I try to obey
I know I don't trust you enough
but I try to know you more
I never complain, but I know I have complains in my heart
I can't shade myself in front of you
You know every corner in my heart
But you never show yourself to me
That is why I have no safty in my heart
I am always a silent girl and ...
I never do crazy things , say crazy words, or somthing else
Why people feel I am crazy these days
I am not hurt when I break up with my boyfriend
I didn't cry
But I feel fear when I can't see my future
I live in this world, but I don't know my mission
......
I will continue my writing later
